Hi,
Feeling the Guilt of visiting Prostitutes/Escorts.Now realizing Value of Life.......
In last 3 months total 4 encounters, In all encounters i had licked their Vagina & Probably Would have swallowed their vaginal fluid . Also i have deep kissed them ( All encounters), In 2 encounters i had taken blowjob from them Unprotected Penis.
Concerns:
1. Their HIV status is unknown to me, And i HAVE LICKED THEIR VAGINAL probably swallowed their fluid while licking- Chances of contracting HIV ? You guys will say saliva inactivates, but still if her viral loads are high then ?
2.Put My Uncovered penis in her mouth and ejaculated in 2 cases, But both oral were brief (Lasted hardly for a minute)
As far as I remember in all encounters, None of the condom ripped /Slipped in Vagina, so penis was intact , But whevver i read something like HIV detected after 2 yrs on internet , 1 yrs,..it scares me... also whatever happens with me i always end up by linking it with hiv (Like i have blisters on my tounge which is sign of hiv.... )
Kindly guide.....i am not at peace at all...its been more than 30 days since my last encounter , should i get tested ? CAN UNPROTECTED ORAL GIVE YOU HIV ? INTERNET IS FILLED WITH DIFFERENT opinions....