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1409114 tn?1323866002

My first sexual encounter that I deeply regret

I come from a conservative society and we do not have sex before marriage. One night I was very depressed so I went to a bar and had a lot of drinks. A prostitue came to me and I found myself going with her to her house. She give me an oral before puting the condom on. Then I had vaginal sex with her with a condom on during which I fingered her labia. I touched her labia with my tongue for no more that a second. Excuse me for all the details which I regret writing. Next day I woke up and I couldn't beleive what happened. I had diarrhea for the next 10 days, I couldn't eat, I lost my appetite, nausea, and mild fever. I am scared I have contracted HIV. Sometimes I feel tingling in my groins and I am out of order. Friends and family are confused why am I so quiet and depressed but I cannot share my fears with them.
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well done, you've made my day..read this post and really hoped that it concluded on a good note!!!!! hopefully no more sex with prostitutes.....the amount of people on here, myself included who suffer months of stress and worry because thy think they are positive if anything just isnt worth losing  your piece of mind.
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1183190 tn?1326108934
Thank god!!!!

Am happy for you....

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i am so happy for you :)
stay safe
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1409114 tn?1323866002
Negative : )
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1183190 tn?1326108934
Did you get your test results????
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hi,
calm down and get a second opinion. your exposures should not leave you at risk for hiv as per current medical opinion, unless you did not put the condom on properly or it broke or something. being the first time, "beginner's luck" should have favored you. go and meet a sexologist instead of doing the tests yourself.
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