I am a straight college female. I have had this fear since April of last year and it’s like a monster that keeps getting bigger and bigger. Every time I get peace of mind I lose it instantly. This time I’m freaked out because I got hit by a train of flu like symptoms. Fever, sore throat, body aches etc. But no nasal congestion and I tested neg for the flu and strep. The doctor said those could be false and that I had signs of viral and bacterial infection in my CBC and to get treated anyways. Could this be HIV? A few weeks ago I had sex with a guy and the condom came off when he pulled out and stayed inside me. The opening of the condom was still outside but is this a risk? Does any of this sound like HIV?