Hello, dear all.
First of all, I must say that I'm way to anxious, as a person. It's been like that my whole life, when I look back.
I'm male. 2 months ago, I performed oral sex to a guy. At the moment, I had problems with tooth crowns (bad smell, to be exact). I didn't notice any bleeding or something, but I know that I have some kind of gingivitis, yet my gums are not usually bleeding (only when a dental work is performed).
4 weeks after the incident, I slept with an open window, and the next day sore throat. Being anxious, I started to think it's all about ARS. So, I started feeling warm, even I didn't have temperature (98.6 highest, one afternoon). I kept looking for symptoms, and maybe that's why I experienced warm in my body. 1 week later, I started re-noticing a ''ball'' in my neck. Since kid, I've had those 2 bumps present in my neck, the second one getting bigger when having even a slight sore throat.
I stopped eating, lost my appetite because I was terrified of my problem, thinking I'm HIV positive.
I forgot to mention - I don't think he ejaculated in my mouth, but there for sure was pre-***.
For the 3 months conclusive testing, I need to wait 3 more weeks.
I'm living in hell.
I'm constantly thinking about this event and I can't believe what happened... I'm losing myself. I'm so, so, so worried... I don't even know what to believe: everywhere on the internet, they say the risk from oral sex is low, but it still IS present.
The problem is, even if I go testing tomorrow, I would not believe the results, and than again - I would need to wait 3 more weeks.
How many days after the 3 months period I should wait to get tested? I mean, can I go on 3 months+3/4 days? Or should I wait a bit more, like, few weeks more?
I'm constantly reading the posts here and, I must say, this forum has been my only ray of light in the past sleepless weeks...
Thank you all so much !
Please, understand my feelings...