I have no-one to ask this IRL and am really scared about this so i decided to ask it here 2 years ago i had sex with my maid who is married and even has kids... i was around 15 at the time and I know what i did was absolutely disgusting and unacceptable and have no clue what took over me.....to this day i regret and hate myself for what i did... I did it only 1nce and it was around 2minutes vaginal protected (im a fool).... She can't be blamed since i did it on my own free will and i was the one who started it... After about 8months then the maid left and i didn't worry much but since this week, 2 years later (2017) i've begun to freak out soo much and get scared if she had a std or even hiv since she actually was having an affair with another person back then so we got her to leave.... I am still 17 and will be 18 this may so I am still with my mother.. I am really scared to tell her this because which mother would not be furious with a son doing such a nasty thing? i feel so ashamed of myself and at the same time i don't want a dangerous disease or something and dying young.. Please can i get some advice? should i just tell my mum or hold it in? i can't think straight this whole week due to this issue and feel so lost Thank