There's nothing more that we can do for you here. You are welcome to join the HIV Anxiety Support group.
http://www.medhelp.org/forums/HIV-Anxiety-Support/show/595
I no ive heard many times that oral is not a risk..but ones brain might see it at..what if they are the first to get it thru oral!!
I see a counselor..a psychiatrist..I see my doc..I take meds changed many times..but nothing seems to work..do u no wat it's like to wake up for 2.5 years believing u have it..having to still function in the real world..keeping a job et..while really wanting to crawl into a hole n die..I think considering what I'm going thru internally..posting on a forum hoping for the occasional reassurance is not so bad..I maintain a job..a relationship..friendships etc..but I feel so alone..jogger I no Ur guys frustration..and I no a lot bout HIV..but during a time of anxiety its hard to see reason n all u want is someone who may of gone thru something similar maybe make u feel just a lil bit better..
You've been posting here since August. All this wasted time and energy over protected sex?? You really need to get proper help.
So Peripheral neuropathy doesn't start early on with hiv..so jogged have u read bout my situation?? Do agree that it's not HIV? That my symptoms aren't associated with HIV?
Continue to work with your therapist, or find a new one. Your issues are beyond the scope of help that an HIV forum can provide.
Can you please respond to me..I tend to accept Ur opinion more..no offense to teak..or anyone else..if none of what I say is a risk!!!?? Why am I showing symptoms of headaches..pain..upset stomach.. Peripheral neuropathy..I just back from my doc..he gave me lyrica to try for my nerve disturbances. I'm seriously scared you guys..I can't handle much more..I have got mental help n it's not working..I'm scared to test cause what if..and I don't want to start my obsession with testing again..I think 47 tests in 2.5 yrs is enough..the oral I mentioned..happened after my last test..I'm having pain in my testiclor region..symptoms that can b related to HIV..plz understand..I'm not wanting to live in fear all over again..because of a blow job!!! And my giving one!! Plz understand this one last time that I'm scared..and I need Ur imput ...that u all won't b wrong!! Can't Peripheral neuropathy start early in HIV?
No. And your partners symptoms mean nothing. There are literally thousands of causes for a swollen lymph node, other than hiv. You problem is guilt. Not hiv.