Hi,
Please help, the anxiety is going to kill me.
I had unprotected sex only once in my life. It was not a typical intercourse, though.
She was a professional dominatrix which made me lick her feet, shoes, belly, she spit into my mouth twice ( i swallowed) and than performed a golden shower (on my face/mouth). I don`t think i had any open mouth sores at that time, but would i always know about them?
I heard about hiv rash before, nut never really cared about it, because i thought i`m safe. 7 weeks after the happening mentioned above, i noticed rash on my thighs and buttocks. The night after this discovery, i couldnt sleep at all, i was sweating like crazy and my bed was all wet in the morning. I was scared ********.
The morning after i googled a lot and realised i had very small chances of being infected, so i kinda forgot about it and went on holidays. In 9th week, i had some kind of sore throat, it wasnt really severe, but it was enough to bring the anxiety back. However, the sore throat went away in a few days and i felt some kind of relief again. Now the 13th week since the possible infection is passing, and i`m freaking out for the third time. I have two small acnes on my lips (could it be herpes, how can i tell?), and i`m starting to believe the sore throat is back.The rash never really went away, i have a feeling it becomes more visible/more red after exercise.
I however havent experienced any other symptoms (no fever, no swollen lymph glands, no muscle-aches, no diarehha).
What do you think?
Pls, help me out.