Reading this forum has relieved a lot of worries of mine. But I'm still haunted by a recent incidence. I really hope the experts can ease my irrational mind. Two weeks ago, I was told by someone that I had a large blood spot in the back of my pants near anus area. I had no idea of where it came from. I was on a business trip at Beijing, and I only sat in restaurant, taxi, hotel, and office buildings. I know that blood cannot transmit HIV if my skin has no opening. But what worries me is a mild hemorrhoid problem. I don't recall if there was any fissure near the anus. Sometimes when I wipe BM, there are some blood traces -- that's the extent of my hemorrhoid. Now I worry if this unknown blood may enter via my anus hemorrhoid. It has been haunting me since it happened. I know that a testing may put my mind at peace, but it is too early to do a test.