I AM REALLY OVER.

[Rauly84]

Hello everybody,
i am 24 years old, male, heterosexual.
My situation it is going more and more far everyday sicne i started worring abut HIV 6 months ago. My exposure was umprotected 2 years ao since now, one time, vagnial, with a girl that i don`t know her status ( big mistake i know ), but i started getting symptoms at 1 year and 6 months from that incident, i never had any ARS symptoms that i could remember.I have had all the symptoms that you could posible imagine during all this time:

During lal this 6 long months:
-WHite tongue( white coated all over the tongue ) not spots, just a white tongue.
-Fatigue.
-Diarreha for 1 months and 20 days, in the morning only, and not always diarrea.
-Thorat closed, with pain, like something was grabbing me in the neck( bad sensation ).
-Salty taste in mouth for 1 week, and after for another week.
-Pin Pricks feeling in my chest, righ and left, comes and goes.
-Feeling the chest it si burning ( any spots or rash on it ), sansation that is hot ( 2 weeks )
-Headache ( from time to time )
-Dry mouth and throat ( comes ad goes )
-Pain in chest( not so muuch )
-Prikling feeling all over my body, like needles ( fingers, arms, legs, butt, chest, stomac )
Psico-symptoms
-Anxiety-Fear-Guilty-stress-phobia-nervous.negative feelings.

never fever, limps noodles, or any rash, any loose of  weight.

-Now i don`t have any after those 6 months, i don`t have any of those symptoms left:
The one that it is making my life a hell it is what i think it might be PERIHERAL NEUROPATHY ( i started feeling this one since 3 months ago ) ( 1 year and 8 months after the exposure relation ).and it has been increasing.
My feet hurts me, in the sole, both, it change intensity,i feel the dammed tingling also in the soles.ALso i get pain in the upper part of my feet, toes.Burnign sensation on them also, my ankles hurts me form time to time also. I tis hard sometimes to walk without feelign this pain.«ALso my hands are being aftected, particulary the fingers, i get pain on them, but less than the feet, and rarelly the burning sensation.Pins and needles in feet also, also in the hands.sometimes feels like stabbing pain, it is a bit hard to describe.
ALl these as i said before comes and goes in intensity, but sometimes it is quite painfull.
I had read that PN ( peripheral neuropathy ) it is a results of meds, or a late stage of HIV itself. But can rarelly happen any time in the curse of the infection.
It is true that before i get all those symptoms i was thinking that might had HIV, after they were appearing one by one. COINCIDENCE OR my mind it is making all this to me ( really real ).
i Haven`t test so far, the fears are killing me, but i will in te next 2 weeks, so all this will be over for once. I had tested before that relation and it was negative, but never after.

My friends, i am really worried about all this, this it is killing me slowly, inside, and outside.
What do you think about all ? Thanks a lot for reading, and may God bless you all.....

[LIZZIE LOU]

you are talking to someone from dec. 2008

[littleox123]

Hi Raul,

How are you now, Is the tlngling still there? I bleeive you it is true and not like whatt others that keep saying it is anxiety. I am under PN pain too after contacted NGU.
After so many antibotics, my ueratha still painful whenever I masterbate. The worst part is the tingling on my foot,knee,hand and my face. I do alot of research and found that it can be reactive reactive arthritis which one can got it through sex. I am going to my nero doctor and ask her about this. Wait for my news.

[Rauly84]

Teak i really always take your advise, but why do you think u think i do not have HIV, please tell me my friend, i know that you know what you are talking about....xxx, god bless you.

[Teak]

You don't have HIV.