i hate myself so much, pls help me!
38 days ago, i went for a massage, and that lady gave me a oil hand job, and then we had sex with the condom that she gave me.
20 days later, i got a bad cold and heavy fever, but i recovered with a week. however, this week, i felt not well again. I have been tired everyday morning for 5 days and i got low-fever every night.
i am scared of hiv. and i have a few questions about that day when i had sex with the provider.
1. she gave my dick oil massage first, and then she put the condom on my wet dick. what if the baby oil she used was full of virus? or what if her hand was full of virus?
2. i came out inside the condom, but i think my dick was around by the mixture of sperm and that unknown baby oil, is it dangerous?
thank you very much!!