paranoid over sexual experience

[paranoidabit]

yesterday i meet this girl.. she said she is a nurse and shes from out of town.. well we ended up having sex she gave me oral without a condom on… also i had sex with her with a condom on… after she came i took the condom off and she continued to give me oral again no condom.. then i put on another condom and had sex with her again i didnt cum i was just not that into it i guess so i stopped and took off the condom and took a shower… the girl said i was only the second guy she was ever with.. um i am scared about getting hiv its such a bother to me now i feel bad and i just keep thinkin what if this and what if that…. i knew i should have just not done anything… i read a few of people simmilar post it seems to be that theres no risk i just wanna know for myself with my own experience if i was at risk or can i move on and not worry… im gonna remain celibate untill i find someone i will marry.. i really want to save myself for when i re marry… could yous help me out what should i do?  

[paranoidabit]

Well I am going to get tested Tommarow to help ease the anxiety I also will test in Like 3 weeks after the results I'm just so scared

[Jcc1970]

Yes.  You are WAY OVERTHINKING.  As you have been told you had no risk for HIV.  Genital contact between partners is considered mutual masturbation.  

I see no reason for you to be worrying.  If the head of your penis entered her vagina far enough unprotected to put you at risk?  You would have REMEMBERED it.  

Based on your anxiety level and the "what ifs" creeping in on you I suggest you get tested 8 weeks post with antibody test or 4 weeks with 4th gen Duo test.

You will be negative and then you can put the "what ifs" behind you.  Chances are excellent the girl was not infected anyway based on the odds.

[paranoidabit]

Like if I had my boxer briefs off and she had her panties of and she was sitting on top of me but I wasnt in her but like if we touched like a little bit down there by accident and I had Precum and she was wet but it didnt touch the head or maybe it did does this matter?... Ps can you see the way my mind is working?

[paranoidabit]

I'm still so paranoid. Do you think it's healthy that I experience mental aguish over such things its like paralyzing me it's like now I gotta go get tested because I think like worst case scenarios and such.. I'm trying to see it as responsible to get a test but I'm like border line thinking am I crazy to be abusing my self like that. I'm not sure what I need to do but this anxiety and fear is really bothersome..

[Midnight_Sun]

You had NO risk for HIV.

[Vance2335]

You had no HIV risk.