I have been having chronic fatigue for the last two weeks now, and i had unprotected sex about 6 week ago. I feel so tired that i actally just layed on the couch for two days straight. I have no motivation to do the things i used to think were very important, like going to class and making good grades. I actually woke up one morning and just decided that i wasn't going to show up for an important test in one of my classes--something i would never normally do. My joints ache and so do my arm muscles. All of the pain is primarily in my arms. I also noticed one night that the palms of my hands had sort of a blotchy rash, but it was gone by morning. The vains along the inside of my elbow look more green and bigger than before too. But again, this is only sometimes, usually at night. I feel the worse in the morning and at night. I just want to be happy again, and now i don't know if i ever will be again, because i can't think of any thing else that could be causing my symptoms but HIV. I also got a cold sore on the corner of my lip. I have had this before, and i know that stress can trigger it, but could this also be a sign? I'm too scared to get tested, because i could have given hiv to my current boyfriend (who I know to be neg.). So I guess my question is: Am I damned to hell or is there any hope of me not having hiv?