So sorry to hear that things haven't been going to well for you trudie :(
Happy holidays to you too and I hope things start looking up for you soon!!!
You go, girl; you've been through enough over the past couple of years. You deserve all the happiness you can find.
Gosh.. I'm so sorry. I had no idea you were coping with so much "Stuff".. I've been away myself for awhile but decided to check in.Glad that I did. I think of you so often , as well as so many great folks I met on this board.Please keep in touch .. I know things will improve for you soon.