I have just been released from hospital after what they call a silent myocardial infraction (heart attack I gather) and after having a number of tests in hospital they sent me home with papers to have another "fancy" ct scan as an outpatient which I have made an appointment for. To my surprise the appointment is not until 1st of March, can't be too important if I have to wait another couple of weeks. With out rambling on about the depression and lack of energy, I just wanted to do something small (my painting a picture). Just getting out of bed and dressing etc I was so stuffed I couldn't even get started. Should I just stay in bed until the ct scan or will I ever be able to just "take it easy" what does " take it easy actually mean ? ) Should I have plowed through the energy barrier or just give up, Will I know what is "tiredness" and what Is " dangerous ? Anyone with experience in these matters be able to help me, I am so low and scared for that matter?