To the friends i have made here, Sorry I've gotten to rap up in life , to even , get on the forum. Well!! I'm just about, done. Getting my new team, of doctors,together, monday we landed the psychiatrist. So now, I should start, the big 3 in 90 days. It is so hard to, pick the date. It feels like, this ( I'm holding a big rock, and i need to take this rock, and smash it in to my face!!!! ) what day do i pick???????