I'm 33, I was born with biliary atresia, and at 7 weeks they took out my gallbladder and made a Roux En Y. At 16 I had 5 hernia's and an obstruction and I had my appendix removed. I now have Secondary sclerosing cholangitis , and esophageal varices , which started in December 2011, and I lost 7 units of blood, very close to death I guess, and three days ago I was admitted back in the hospital for more bleeding.. I've been in and out of hospitals my whole life and I can't remember ever not being in pain, and 6 months ago my eyes turned yellow and are always yellow now. In the past they would the jaundice would go away. I used to be a strength trainer, but what can I do now? And will I live long enough to get a Liver transplant?