im 19 and It seems i should be in my "prime" but instead I have zero energy, zero motivation, I generally just don't care about most things. I have no sex drive hardly ever (I have a hot gf). I thought I must be gay at some point and experimented, but that didn't help things, although did reaffirm my attraction to girls only haha. I am grumpy a lot, and I have to lay in bed for hours before I fall asleep, no matter how exhausted I am. I constantly feel like theres a fog in my mind like I have to take time to sort through what Im trying to say. I definitely have abnormally high anxiety about everything, I have a serious social anxiety, I hate the idea of talking to new people, I feel like they're judging everything about me and I feel really insecure.
The main reason Im so insecure is because of my weight. I am 6' and only weigh 120lbs.... its crazy. I can't seem to gain weight. I have too much of a social anxiety to go to the gym, but Ive been trying to lately and that hasn't really helped either.
I was wondering if this could possibly be due to a low testosterone level? I have no idea. I just don't feel the things and desires I feel like a "man" normally feels.
The only thing that doesn't line up with a low testosterone level from what i researched is that I do have facial hair growth pretty well and hair is starting the beginning stages of filling in on my chest.
I definitely feel depressed more times than not, but antidepressants would lower my sex drive even more, which I also desperately want to improve. You have no idea how bad I just want to WANT to f**k something haha.
I want to go to a doctor, but I just stopped seeing my pediatrician and my new "real" doc I have only been to once and I don't even remember their name, so Im not super comfortable with them and I don't want to go in there naming off things I think might be wrong with me.
So I have a couple of questions...
1- Could it be a testosterone imbalance? If not, what do you think?
2- What kind of doctor would I talk to about this??
Thank you for any and all help/advice!!
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