Please Read!!! Okay so I am 14 years old, and for as long as I can remember My dorsal vein I believe, (the one running along the top of your penis) Has looked a different shape near the helmet, I am circumcised. It makes a weird Zig zag type shape or like the shape of a C, It runs along smoothly straight until near the helmet, then it curls like a C and goes straight a again. I am too scared to tell me parents, and also, when I masturbate, I have only tried twice, My penis gets real itchy so I stop, and the second time i kept going, and the itchiness went away, but about 6 minutes after I notices the skin underneath the helmet is swollen, and it feels bruised like and it kind of hurts, and before for some reason I felt a weird throbbing pain in my left nut, like a tugging feeling, like it's being pulled inward. I have looked all of them up and the only I have not seen is the weird C curve in the dorsal vein. Please respond, I Am scared and have been noticing lots of weird things happening to my penis lately. I'll add a photo of the shape of the vein if you don't understand.