Hi, I am 17 years old and I have a big problem: It all started when I became porn addicted. I got social anxiety, had fear to look in people's eyes and i was generally feeling very bad. The world looked empty and everything bored me. I felt like I lost my connection to others and many other symptoms. When I realized that it all came from porn and masturbation I stopped,which needed quite some time, but I felt better and better and my personality rebuilt more and more.But then I did something which might be the worst mistake of my entire life: I smoked a cigarette. I know it sounds weird but it really changed everything. I felt incredibly bad after this for some days. Then there started extreme urges to watch porn, more extreme than I ever experienced it. Finally I did not watch it because I knew that it was bad, but the urges never stopped since then. A half year later i watched porn again due to extreme urges, which have built up for several weeks. And now it became worse and worse. Now I watch porn again daily. My last streak held 14 days: it actually went good, but every evening and morning I experienced hypersalivation, which also started when I did something which gave me pleasure, for example reading a book or watching a youtube video, but it went good overall. Then on day 14, extreme urges began, which were so strong that i felt like allmost collapsing and was so worried, that I ended my streak. This has happened to me now many times before since I smoked. My question is: What the hell has happened when I smoked, and what can I do against it? Please help I am very desperate and have almost gave up hope!!!