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vanishing twin followed by two losses.

I found out I was pregnant January 7th, due date September 9, 2014. I had conceived December 17th. January 23rd I went to the hospital from having pains, and my levels had dropped. They diagnosed me with a threatened miscarriage. When I had visited my OB the next day and my levels had skyrocketed back up. I had vanishing twin syndrome. The next day I was crampy again but I had been convinced everything was fine. I went to bed that night, woke up that morning to find that my surviving baby had been taken from me in my sleep. My first babies had both been taken from me. January 25th, 2014 I had lost my surviving baby and my heart. We had been trying for almost a year and I had 3 rounds of Clomid. I changed everything when I found out I was pregnant. But now I'm a broken hearted mommy of two angel babies. I don't know if I can try again, I don't want to replace them.
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I am sorry to hear about your lows.  Many of us on here have suffered a m/c, many, more then 1.  The only things can tell you is let yourself as much time to grieve as you can, then try again.  It's like my husband told me when I m/c'd,  now we  have an angel in heaven to watch over our children.  You have 2.  
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I think we all understand your lost. But god makes no mistake. It sounds like your punishing yourself for something you had no control over. Life is too short to give up. If you was meant to conceive then it will be. God does not give you more than you can handle. No one blames you if you need time to grieve but don't be so hard on yourself. Only time can heal all wounds. So take care and good luck. Sometimes a few words and a shoulder to cry on helps us through. But look to The Lord he will get you through this. Through Christ all things are possible.
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