pica to the extreme pleazzzzzzzeeeeeeeeeeee help!!!!!

[dinky428]

abot a year ago i fell in love with the smell of gasoline .It reminded me of pickle juice a little.so I started letting the last drops of gas from the pump drip on a tissue & smell it durind the day.We;; some montns went by & the drips weren't enough so I would ball up paper towels & just soak them with gas & put it in a zip lock baggie to have to smell when I get the urge.& I always had to have ice when i smelled the tissue the ice was a must.No body in my family knew what I was doing when they would come & would ask about the smell i would say oh the weedwacker is in the here I forgot to put it in the shed.1day my sister came over & I went to hide my stash & put the tissues in my cup of ice so she wouldn't ask ( my whole family knows not to touch my ice cup or there will be trouble I've been eating ice like crazy for about 12 yrs).anyway when she left I just took the tissues out & ate the ice & it was the best think I EVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 had .So not I'll get a empty milk  & fill it up with water to freeze & now I add a soda cap full of gas to it after it's frozen I'll get a hammer & break it up 7 eat it .Will this kill me .I reall need help I dnt know what else to do cause I'm eating like 2jugs a week .HELPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP Me PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEE

[dinky428]

ENOUGH said I think I just nneeded to hear somebody say it .I finally told my sister & she said the same thing.(I NEED serious HELP).I was suppose to join the form for her because she has Lupus & I wanted to be more in the loop of what was going on with her,but i'll go soon & thanks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[ducky406]

I second that, this is a dangerous game you're playing and it could seriously harm your body.

A lot of cases of pica can be treated with iron supplements. I know my grandma used to eat dirt for about 20 years before she figure out she was anemic. So please see a doctor, it could be very easily fixed. It could also have a psychological aspect so don't be surprised if your doctor also asks for you to see a psychiatrist. The fumes of gas are also intoxicating and can be addictive. Basically there is a lot of factors here and all of them are pretty serious to talk to your doctor and tell them about this.

[kenneltech]

You need to get in and see someone PRONTO!  This is not a problem that we can help you with, and it is a serious problem.  Yes, I'm sure that anything you put in your body that is foreign is going to hurt you, especially gas.

This is a dangerous game you are playing, and nobody here can help, you seriously need to go see someone about this. I would say, a forensic psychiatrist or someone in that field.  And, TELL him what you are doing.  Look in your local phone book or online for mental health people that deal with obsessive/compulsive disorders.  You need help, and it doesn't matter at this point if your family knows about it or not, this is too serious to worry about that. You need to worry about your health.