19 years old do i have HOCD?

[Derin11]

Hey guys, all my life ive been very interested in girls and have masturbated to alot of porn. UNfortunatly ive never had a girlfriend. Lately ive become desensitized. Ive started having these these thoughts about men that i instantly turn off in my head when they come to mind, Im desperatly scared of being gay. So much so that im losing sleep over this.

I cant even watch movies anymore with good looking male actors becuase of this reason.

Please someone tell me im not gay.

[Klonopin]

OCD is a distonic condition. So if you have homosexual thoughts and they do not cause you pleasure, but instead of that they are annoying, it is pretty much an ocd symptom. They can just be temporal, in my case, many different obsessive thoughts have passed by during time. I personally do not think you are gay.
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[Derin11]

I also am in dead fear of HIV, i thought i got poked at a club and was stuck on that for months