Have you been to see a psychlogist?
I don't know, I do other things that give me a similar feeling. It's like I'm giving myself a challenge. Like I have to pour a glass of milk before the microwave beeps, or I have to be on the carpet before the pantry light turns off. I just keep on getting more and more anxious as the task I'm supposed to complete with these limits gets closer to the deadline
To be honest with you, I have never heard of this before and since I'm not a psychologist I can't say whether it is OCD or not. You feel the compulsion to hide but why is that? And when you cannot hide quick enough why is it you are crying? What sensation are you overcome with?