Thanks man. I will definitely look into this. I know deep down I am straight, but these thoughts keep telling me im not. Any advide on how to deal with it???
Sounds definitely like OCD. Read the article "The boy who didn't know who he was," by Fred Penzel, and "How do I know I'm not really gay?", also by Dr. Penzel. The last article is available on the International Obsessive Compulsive Foundation website, where you will find a ton of information, so read, read, read. Also, try to find a qualified therapist in your area, they have a list. Also there is an article on this topic at neuroticplanet.com, and "Sexual and Homosexual Worries in OCD" by Dr. Williams at OCDtypes.com, and "I'm Gay, and You're Not", on Brainphysics.com