I am a 16 year old female. I've only ever been attracted to guys and guys, only been in relationships with guys, and only ever kissed guys, I would never want to be with another girl, ever.
But lately I have been very aroused by lesbian porn something about it really turns me on, which is very different from a lot of HOCD sufferers, who say gay/lesbain porn disgust them.
Well I hate this because I very strongly DO NOT WANT TO BE GAY or even bisexual. I would never date a girl or want to have sex with a girl, the porn I find very arousing, and straight porn very nasty, hardcore and demeaning to women.
So I ask myself "Am I a lesbian/bisexual?" and I've been focusing on this very much. I want to have relationships with boys only, not girls, or even actually have sex with women ever, but I keep saying 'you're definitely bisexual"
I don't have anything wrong with people who are bisexual I just don't want to be, and I've heard straight girls can enjoy lesbin pron
Is this normal, or am I bisexual...i really do not want to be bisexual, nor would I want to actually ever have sex with a girl as I said, but now everytime I see a girl I think "would you want to date/have sex her, are you lying to yourself'
And i;ve been focusing on this feeling that i'm gay for weeks now
I want to grow up and get married to a man,and have children, but I can't shake this feeling that 'm gay and lieng to myself, someone help me.