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Hi, I haven't been here in awhile. But I've had some new rising things happening mainly feelings to family members and friends who are male. Also, Ive had a porn addiction for years and I was doing my thing whenever I ejaculated to the idea of gay sex when I wasn't ejaculating to women. So what's the deal there?
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Yes I needa learn to. It just messed me up because I ejaculated to it
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1699033 tn?1514113133
Because I knew we had talked before and I wasn't sure if you were in therapy or not.  That's good...learning cognitive behavioral therapy.  So you should be learning what to do when a thought comes into your head.  How to not let it take on a mind of its own.  You think the thought, you counter it with something positive either in your head or on paper, and you busy yourself with something else.  Don't get stuck on it asking yourself why?  Don't analyze.  "Normal" people have these kinds of thoughts but the only difference between them and us is that they let it go while we beat it to death with our minds.  We need to learn to let it go.  
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I'm currently in cbt. Why?
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I'm currently in cbt. Why?
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1699033 tn?1514113133
You are going to have to remind me what therapy you have had if any.  
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Well it wasnt gay porn I was watching regular porn and when the thought of gay sex came I ejaculated instantly
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1699033 tn?1514113133
Do you mean what's the deal with being able to ejaculate to gay porn?  
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