I am amazed that your pain dr would give you the OK to use a c2 other than prescribed.in your OP you did mention that she gave OK for more after you refused a bump but did tell you some days take less must last 30days.. there's no exception to this unless otherwise stated in contract you signed...I don't think she understood you had already been running out early..you had a great one sounds like but yeah the clean test is permanent and is going to cause headaches for a very long time...I think it was innocent error and not an addict..to them it's noncompliance same thing with 3emg's missed Red flags everywhere again noncompliance... sounds like they were decent it's so hard for us documented pain patients as it is Good luck to you
Hi Taz,
Just wondering of you were able to get in touch with your PMP. How are you doing?
Regards,
~Tuck
Please keep us up to date on how things are going.
I'm kind of shocked that your pain Dr let you go with no prescription. He is a Dr and he should know that going cold turkey off of pain medications can sometimes be terrible.
Your primary Dr should have been there to help you out until you got everything straightened out with your pain Dr, or, until you found a different pain Dr.
We're here to support you and offer advice. Hopefully the main pain Dr will understand what happened and you will be able to get back in to see him very soon.
Hi Taz,
Excuse my tardy welcome to our community. I find your post very interesting and hope that you are still monitoring our site - and that you'll be active in our forum.
I agree with Remar and fntn - as always their input is valued. I also agree with you. You don't sound like an abuser to me.
Sadly as you said - you broke the contract. In today's opiate phobic climate we have little if any rights. Second chances or considerations are rarely given. A PMP needs no real reason to dismiss anyone. It is my hope that someday this will change. I know it won't be soon.
I think you have taken the right course. Hopefully your PMP will be able to reverse the "Main" doctor's decision. Either way this will most likely remain in your permanent medical records. You don't want that! It will hurt you down the road - especially if they refuse to reinstate you as a patient.
I suggest your write a letter to this clinic, address it to the main physician and do a cc to your PMP. Your "side" needs to be placed in your records. A letter should do that - if not request that it be placed in your records.
Request a copy of all your records from the clinic. You'll need it in the future - either way - plus it's always good to know just what they contain. I've found some real surprises in mine.
Please let us know how this turns out. I'll be very interested in hearing more from you. I wish you the very best.
Take Care,
~Tuck
Remax is right and this is a crazy workd we live in now. Our own goverment is treating us as drug addicts and criminals with their ever increasing limits and restrictions. So any patient that doesn't compile within these limitations and doesn't adhere to the pain contracts, will be left alonw and without any treatment by their own doctors that fear repercussions.
And as you have found, the dosages are so restrictive for some of us, dosage management can be a life altering issue. Your life is also controlled by your frequent appointments, drug testing, pill counts, unneeded/ineffective shot and all of this for an increasing price as our insurance companies clamp down as well.
I hope you can get an appointment with your main doctor to work things out. But many doctors walk away and you will not get a second chance, red flagged. These are truly appaling days, and all based on a misguided war on drug. And they will find more and more chronic pain patients moving towards self-medication, likely through illegal means.
I would recommend making an appointment to see your Dr, the main one, and go over everything. Maybe he did miss something in your files.
If you're running out of medication at the end of the month either none of it or very little will show up in your urine test. So, it does sound like you need an increase.
I don't think your Drs are doing this to be mean. They have guidelines they have to follow and you have to honor your contract. I do understand why you had to cancel your 2 hour appointments because you have a baby. Do you feel like this is a procedure you truly need? Or do you feel like they're trying to push it on you? Sorry for asking that question but that can happen with some pain Drs and clinics.
Did they give you a prescription for a months worth of your medication? It's the right thing for them to do so you're not going cold turkey off of your meds.
Try and make that appointment tomorrow. The sooner the better. Your Dr needs to know about everything that happened. Hopefully once he understands he'll start seeing you again.