I know exactly what you are going through and believe blaming yourself will not help you....you will learn to go on...I too had a late miscarriage at 21 weeks this past October it was very hard until this day I can still remember the day as if it was yesterday but I keep reminding myself things happen for a reason I might not understand it right now but everything happens for a reason.....talking about it helped me vent the ladies here in MH helped a lot as well as my wonderful husband, family and friends.....when I felt very depressed I would right my feelings or talk about it with someone it really help me...it is not your fault and like I said try not to blame yourself it is just going to make you feel worse you had no control over that none of us do if we did I think we would all have our angels with us...you will never forget but the pain will ease and things will be easier as time goes on...take care
I'm so sorry for your loss, you didn't do anything wrong. every pregnancy has a 25% chance of miscarriage with pcos it is higher. But you did not do anything to make it happen. I have never had a miscarriage so I cannot begin to understand the heartache you are going through. No one should expect you to be back to normal anytime soon. again i'm so sorry.