3 abortions and multiple fibroids pls help

[lilywa]

i had my 1st abortion when i was 22 and then 2nd and 3rd i was in midle east and it was ellegal to get pregnant but this happened by x-boyfriend who threated me like a s***, the only choise we had was, a doctor who was practicing this behind the close doors and very expensive so you dont get kicked out from your job and cuntry. after that i found out when i saw another doctor that i have multiple fibroids in and out my uterus, plus uterus with full of scars!! the scars comes from the doctor who did it with big long metals as i remember and it was without unestesy i was screeming the hole time and full of blood evey where on the ground and on me. but now thank God i''m married and have a better life,iam still scared and horrified to go and see a doc. my husband is always pushing me but i always have some escuses. we want to have kids but still i''m so scared.please i need help how i can start and how i can talk about this to a doctor cause i know i will loose my control, my husband knows about every thing that i''ve been through, he thinks i can handel it, so please help help

[Linzola1]

I really dont have much advice but I want to wish you the best of luck and please keep us posted.

[lilywa]

thank you very much for your support, opinions, and consern i really apreciate, i will go and see a doc hopefully every thing will go well. although i''m scared to death, but i want to have kids and  be happy like other woman's. i will take appointement tomorrow and will let you know all of you what happened. and agin thank you all!

[spade22]

I agree with the above posts - go and see a reputable doctor.  Doctors are there to help you and will be understanding of your situation (what you went through previously is not a normal situation).  Would you feel comfortable if your husband accompanied you to the doctor?  That might help alleviate some of your fears that may have resulted from such a traumatic situation.

[worriedbabe]

and remember, the dr you saw for the last two abortions was quite simply barbaric and there's no way someone like him would be able to work here. choose a reputable dr, or someone recommended by friends/family if it helps you. but you do need a real dr to clear up the mess the excuse of a dr made. good luck.

[JoyRenee]

The only thing you can do is be open and honest with the doctor. Obviously he'll need to know all of this. He might be able to shrink the fibroids and remove the scar tissue. It is actually important that he does so you can have children, otherwise an embryo would not be able to implant.