seems just like yesterday.. I took a test, jumped on the laptop, and googled everything I could about a 6-week-old unborn baby..
in 8 short weeks (exhausting, sickness-filled, worrisome 8 weeks..) our sweet miracle has gone from the size of a pomegranate seed, to the size of a nectarine who is now sprouting hair, making facial gestures, and FINALLY has a head that's more proportional to his/her body!!! lol
maybe I'm just hormonal, I've always been emotional, but I thank YOU God.. my awesome, miracle-working, prayer-answering God.. you deserve all of the praise. even though I'm not perfect, I'm a sinner, and our child was conceived outside of marriage.. God has blessed us with this child. a child that I've prayed for, because I always had thoughts that I'd never be able to have a child.. He has forgiven us, my fiancé and I, & we will raise this child to know who he/she's Heavenly Father is. I know He's making changes for us, for the better.
I can't thank Him enough, and I thank all of you women for helping me come this far. for 8 weeks, I can't begin to explain how much has changed.. and I'm excited to share so much more & hold this sweet miracle in for at least 26 more weeks. it seems like such a long time, but I'm cherishing it sooo much. what an amazing thing, to be able to carry a human being, bring it into this world, and him/her know what it's truly like to hear my heart beating from the inside.. this baby is loved so much already. I'm in tears just thinking of seeing his/her sweet face in October!!! (((((:
thank you so much for reading.. just have a lot on my heart!! lol all of you are truly amazing, and I pray for myself AND ALL OF YOU each and every day. we are all fabulous mommies who sacrifice daily to bring our miracles into this world.. and we'll sacrifice even more we they arrive, unselfishly & so easily!!!
keep us in your prayers, and I love you awesome ladies/mommies/mommy-to-be miracle makers!! (((: ❤