Very Scared and Very Nervous Need HELP!!

[Princess2015]

Hello Members,

I am very nervous when i know i shouldnt be after all the assurance.
Just because of my past history with a misscarriage i had last year i am very very nervous and scared and i just cant help it.
So last year i had a 2 US in my first weeks, had some clotting discharge and bleeding and never felt any good and at the time almost 12 weeks i found out i had a missed misscarriage, no heart beat found at that time :(
very very devasting.

so now i am 11 weeks pregant. Close watch so far. had a good heart beat at 6 weeks some days. than another ultra sound at 8 week 9 days. And a US peak for heart beat at 10 weeks 5 days and doppler cuaght some heart beat but cudnt listen because im not at 12 weeks yet dr said. but she checked with her US machine and said i see the baby and i see fetal movment and assured stop the stressting. But how can i not stress when i am so close again to that same miserable time :(
I belive in god and i know it will be ok. But readind statastics and other horror stories i just dont know why i cant stop stressing.

what do you guys think. I have no pain, no cramping, no blood, no spotting, no thing unsual, seldom symtoms somtimes alot sometimes mellow just depends on the day it is.
Just really scared thats my problem. she will check again with doppler next weekend because i will have passed my 12 weeks mark and said she will hear it easily than keeping faith that all will go well this time.

[Princess2015]

Thank you everyone

[DirectGirl]

I had the same thing happen to me, around the same time last year (11.5 found out about missed mc).  Just keep you chin up and know its very rare to have two in a row.  Chances are, its all good.  Will keep you in my prayers.

[Dacelc]

I had a mc at 10 weeks in October and con even again in four months.  I had A LOT of  early on, the entire first trimester. I even went to the hospital once with blood literally pouring out in clumps. My husband stood between my legs catching catching and making sure our baby wasn't in all that mess.  My midwife put me in Progesterone to help.  I am 20 weeks tomorrow and we are having a little  of named Matthew because he is TRULY our gift from God.  
I will pray for you and your baby.  
With much love

[Princess2015]

i knwo thats the big problem, even my doctor gets angry with me. No medicine for anexity and bad thoughts ..i will try harder

[yolvonlee]

You are doing yourself no good by continuing to stress out. Stop it. I had a miscarriage once simply because i over stressed.

[ThY_MrS_Decker]

This happen to me also exact same thing as you like 2 years ago and I'm 7wks now we've heard and seen the heart beat and I'm still scared!

[gatorgirl1982]

I think you are fine....I had a blighted ovum with is the same as a missed miscarriage I believe back in jan .....I am now pregnant again 14 weeks in a couple of days....and last us was 11 weeks one before was at 7 weeks....I get nervous at times and worry but u have seen that baby and his/her heartbeat I think its all gonna work out :)

[englermomof3]

I had a miscarriage in April with a d&c and now i am 9 weeks tomo. I have had 2 ultrasounds and yesterday the baby looked like a gummy bear with a heartbeat of 157. I made it past my missed m/c week so i geel pretty good about this one. Hope it helps