I know how you feel. You have this deadline looming over your head. I have 2 weeks 6 days to go into labor or I can say bye bye to my vbac too. Try not to stress. Do whatever makes you relax. For me its getting on a bike or dancing around like a crazy lady singing to my kids disney channel on Pandora. Give kids a good laugh and get my mind off things. We can do this. You will have your vbac you still have a whole week to go into labor! :-D
Due dates are just an estimate! So relax a little you still have a week. I am hoping to do vbac as well! Good luck!
Try not to be so hard on yourself mama. Things may not always work out the way you want them to but all that will change when you have that precious baby in your arms. Good luck!!xoxo