my miscarriage journey

[SuzysFristTime]

I had to go back to the emergency room last night, I was faiding in and out of consciousness because of blood loss. While I was there I passed a clot containing the baby. The emergency room staff was amazing about it. My fiance and I mourned our child as it laid there.

I want to be strong so badly, but in having a really hard time. I know it's not my fault, I know there is nothing I could have done differently. The pain in my stomach is unbearable, and the pain in my heart is torture.

[248kaceymac]

I am so sorry for your loss. I will be adding you And your fiance to my prayer list. God bless you. I know how hard it is (3 miscarriages Here) but I have 3 babies and a 4th on the way. Don't lose faith. God will provide for you. Keep trying.

[BLESSEDwith5tobe]

I'm so sorry for your loss I'm sending prayers your way! I just want to share something positive with you! I had a miscarriage in Feb. I was at work and I knew I was going through the process....I started bleeding 2 days after I found out I was pregnant .....by the time I got my ultra sound the baby was 8 weeks along but there was no heart beat! The Dr. Wanted to c if I could pass it on my own so I did not have a dnc. He told me to just yo about my everyday routine so about 2 weeks later I was at work I had this strong urge to use the restroom so I did as soon as I sat down I felt it drop out of me! My baby... I felt like I was going to die! I was at work so I had to do it by myself. I left work and went straight to the hospital where they confirmed I had the miscarriage! It was the worst day ever! I was told that I wouldn't be able to have any more kids! So going from negative to positive 3 months later I found out that I was pregnant again!!!! Even with being in birth control I was pregnant!!! So here I am 28 weeks pregnant with a healthy baby girl! I just want you to know that even though you had this terrible thing happened please just stay positive you will have a baby of your own as long as you so choose!! Good luck to you and your family I will be praying for you!!! And its better to talk about it then hold it inside!!

[twofortwo]

I am so sorry for your loss. Your story has touched my heart and I will pray for you.  God tests us sometimes to make us stronger. I can't begin to imagine the heart break you feel but hold in there, time heals everything. God bless you and your family. I wanted to share something else with you.... In my culture (Arabic Lebanese) we believe that when a very young baby passes(including miscarriages), their souls are carried up to heaven where they are beautiful birds in paradise.  Once again, god bless you.

[SavedSantified]

My prayers are with you...

[fefesbabynumtwo]

I am so sorry for your loss. Your in my prayers.