somebody, anybody, tell me to chill outttt!! "/

[OctoberMommy2014]

I don't know what's wrong with me, but at 12w4d I simply just don't feel pregnant.

my nausea is gone (unless something triggers it.. chicken for example), boobs aren't killing me, not really feeling the light "cramps" in my belly anymore, etc. my fiancé swears (and I do see it) that I have a cute little belly already, I'm still super tired/sleepy all the time, certain things trigger heartburn..

idk, I just know I've read too many stories of women still having pregnancy symptoms even after they've miscarried.
I last saw our baby at 9w4d & 9w6d.. first time was in the ER, second was at my 1st OB appt.
[again, diagnosed with a Subchorionic Hemorrhage - I've seen NO dark brown blood since about 11w].
I'm just scared to death to go to our next appt. at 13w6d (next thursday) & NOT see/hear a heartbeat.

are there signs of a miscarriage at this point? am I not the only one freaking out?! lol -- I almost upset my fiancé when I talk/worry so I've avoided saying anything to him.. so here I am, seeking answers from you ladies.
sorry it's so long.. 25, ftm, freaking out.. thanks in advance for your responses!!
keep us in your prayers!! ❤

[excited123]

I started feeling slight flutters around 13-15 weeks

[OctoberMommy2014]

around when did you start feeling him/her move?
I mean the FIRST TIME.. not necessarily kicking or punching lol, but I've heard the first movements feel like butterflies maybe??

[Ooolala1988]

lol, you're welcome OctoberMommy2014! Also I agree with angjara, it got much better for me when I started feeling my lo move!

[OctoberMommy2014]

lol thank you for that!! & that's exactly what I'm so anxious for.. once I can feel him/her I KNOW I'll feel 1,000,000 times better!!

thanks again, TRYING to chill out now!! lol (((:

[angjaramillo]

You're likely just fine and so is baby. I'm a ftm too. Until I could feel my daughter I worried constantly. It comes with the territory. Hang in there sweetie and chill out. :-)

[OctoberMommy2014]

LOL!!! thank you sooo much @Ooolala1988!!

& to @emommyof3 & @excited 123: my fiancé keeps saying a lot of the same things.. only because a few weeks ago I kept saying "I can't wait to get to 12/13 weeks so I don't feel so crappy."

so now he says I got my wish, and I'm freaking out lol I'm trying sooo hard!!