somebody, anybody, tell me to chill outttt!! "/

[OctoberMommy2014]

I don't know what's wrong with me, but at 12w4d I simply just don't feel pregnant.

my nausea is gone (unless something triggers it.. chicken for example), boobs aren't killing me, not really feeling the light "cramps" in my belly anymore, etc. my fiancé swears (and I do see it) that I have a cute little belly already, I'm still super tired/sleepy all the time, certain things trigger heartburn..

idk, I just know I've read too many stories of women still having pregnancy symptoms even after they've miscarried.
I last saw our baby at 9w4d & 9w6d.. first time was in the ER, second was at my 1st OB appt.
[again, diagnosed with a Subchorionic Hemorrhage - I've seen NO dark brown blood since about 11w].
I'm just scared to death to go to our next appt. at 13w6d (next thursday) & NOT see/hear a heartbeat.

are there signs of a miscarriage at this point? am I not the only one freaking out?! lol -- I almost upset my fiancé when I talk/worry so I've avoided saying anything to him.. so here I am, seeking answers from you ladies.
sorry it's so long.. 25, ftm, freaking out.. thanks in advance for your responses!!
keep us in your prayers!! ❤

[Darci3]

My morning sickness really started subsiding around 12-13 weeks with all my pregnancies. Everything is going to be just fine! Relax and enjoy your pregnancy :)

[OctoberMommy2014]

thank you sooooo much!!! I'll definitely keep you updated!
just added you as a friend!! (((:

[Ooolala1988]

I'll keep y'all in my prayers. =)

[Ooolala1988]

LOL @OctoberMommy, I know what you mean. I always feel better after a doctor's appointment though. :)

[OctoberMommy2014]

thank you! I keep reading that too... and I was actually like this a few weeks ago.. around 8 weeks or so my nausea went away.

well, not too long went by & I felt horrible all over again lol I do think it's gone for the most part, but it was just ONE of the things that I noticed a huge change in.

I've just got to accept that my hormones are going to be everywhere & I won't feel the exact same all the time... ugh, it's just so much to absorb! lol

thank you so much for responding!! keep us in your prayers!! ((:

[OctoberMommy2014]

ugh, my fiancé literally just said the same thing..

"won't you FREAK out if you can't do it right?!"

yeah, I guess I will.. geeeeez give me a break!!! lol my hormones are just everywhere! haha - I may get one, maybe not.. once I get to my OB next week that'll ease my mind a lot.. so, we shall see! (((: