Letter

[jaymelee]

After 19 weeks of knowing you in my tummy i have grown to love you more than i have ever loved anyone or anything...Im so sad to know that you are leaving mummy...i love you so much and never ever wanted you to leave me...I feel blessed to have shared this time with you and i hope one day when mummy comes to heaven i will get to spend more special time with you....Im sorry i was not able to protect you and keep you safe from all the bad things.....Your daddy loves you so much aswell and he still kisses you goodnight every night.... when you are delivered into this world mummy and daddy will hold you and kiss you and make sure you know that its ok to become a angel baby....Please never forget that we love you and will always be our first child....
Love mummy and daddy

i felt i needed to share that with you all, i needed people to read it :(

[SHVEPS]

((((hugs)))) Thank you for sharing your letter. My thoughts are with you and the little one.

[jennlaurin80]

My heart goes out to you and your husband---That is a beautiful letter, i am deeply sorry for your loss. I hope you are able to find peace soon.

[Elixis]

Sending my prayers to you in this awful time for you.
Lets hope for a miracle.  

[ivy_kween88]

I'm so sorry..i know there is no words that can make you feel better because i have been through it myself with my first baby boy, Angel Zahir :( I held that precious little angel in my whom for 41 weeks and when i got to the hospital there was no heartbeat..the pain is unreal, i want you to know that you will never ever forget your baby for me it has been over 1yr and i still cry over it, i still wish he was here with me!! What comforts me is that i will see him again someday and that time its going to be forever..that he wont ever be heartbroken or go through any pain there in heaven, but most of all that he will have the best teacher to teach him all the things my husband and i couldnt teach him and that is God!! Your are not alone..most of all its NOT your falut!! You will be in my thoughts and prayers, take care hun!! *big bear hug*

[happynifer]

(((hugs)))

[Caralea]

I agree with each woman before me.. I hope you all get through this tough time and have lots of support. Hugs to you, baby angel and your hubby. You did nothing more than your very best to try to carry this baby to a healthy life- only god's will changes ones' destany. Lots of love to you during this time. I too had tears in my eyes reading it. Special moments of a child's life will always be carried in their mothers' heart!

[jhopeful]

(((Hugs)))  I am so sorry you are going through this...I couldn't even imagine... Lots of prayers and thoughts your way!!

[kwame's girl]

WOW I cried too but I do hope it will help bring some closure for you. I know this is a terrible thing to go through and I can only imagine your loss. Try to keep your head up once you get through this and know you will be ok. Again it is not your fault.

My thougths are with you and you husband
XO

[WannaBMamma]

This made me cry.  This must be extremely hard for you guys.  I'm so sorry for your loss.  I can not imagine what I would be like if I were in your shoes.  My thoughts and prayers are with you.  I agree completely with jadedsweetheart- this is NOT your fault.  

[JadedSweetheart]

Oh, dear.. I teared up over that.  I think it's beautiful.  Please don't feel like it was you who didn't protect the baby or keep him safe from all the bad things.  This is NOT your fault at all.  Your baby knows it's not your fault and will be smiling down on you enjoying heaven.