i cantnot belive how fast this year has gone, Lilly will be 1 on the 2nd feb, she is so much fun and so funny now and i love her to bits but i cant help but feel sad that the year is almost over and soon she will be out of the "baby" stage, it makes me a little teary when i see her new born pics around the house, she so inderpendent and i would love to beable to sit and hold her like i did when she was small, im not ready to have another baby yet but one day i think we will have more but i do feel i would like to do it all agen with her. is it just me?