Aww thankyou for your support and I know
Well, to be honest, of course you'll do some mistakes, and it's just normal, checking if baby is still breathing is also something very common :) In fact I think that we are all scared about not being the perfect mom, or at least the mom we thought we would be.
I was talking to a firend of mine last week, she gave birth 2 months ago and we were talking about my pregnancy when I told her I am always scared when I can't feel my baby moving for 30 minutes, she told me she was feeling the same during her pregnancy, that she was also scared with the ultrasound and that it's worse when baby is here. But this girl just looks so peaceful, I was sure she wasn't afrait about anything, but the thruth is that we're all full of questions! There is a phrase that says: When you become a mother, you have to deal with the fact that your heart will walk beside you forever. I really think that it's true!
I have loads of family support and work support and friend support but I'm still scared incase I go wrong I have a thing where I check if my little brother breathing and I probably do the same for my own child
Im not completely alone my bf says he will be here but im not sure cause he wont hardly make time for me n i dont see it changing... but just think of it as your baby will be a mommas boy or mommas girl n ull be able to have a seriously strong bond. My parents wernt around (mom was alil but she was an alchoholic) i was adopted by my grandpa.. people say sence i went threw that imma wind up giving my child so much love and be a great mom <3 kinda tickles me
Of course you'll be okay! What are tou scared about?
I'm also a first time soon to be mommy and sometimes I'm a bit scared but well, it's the oldest thing in the world why wouldn't we handle this?
You'll be a single mommy but do you have family to help you or talk to? I'm here if you need!
And cheers everything is going to be fine!