Wow its been a while since i posted much. Last sunday Carter took his first solo steps! It was awesome, my parnets hwere here and he walked from my dad to my mom without any encouragement! The only sad thing is that my inlaws just missed it... they came to "visit" stay 5 minutes and didn't even come in past the kitchen door...their loss. They said they moved home to be closer to the grandkids they should have said they moved home to be closer to 1 grandaughter and not the 2 grandsons. My mom-inlaw works 2 blocks away, gets an hour for lunch and told me 8 weeks ago she's be up to see him. I'm over, i don't care what they do, between my parents and our neighbours..he has more love shown to him them lots of kids.
I can't beleive how much Carter has grown up in the last month. Once he hit 1 it seems like time is flying even faster. His favorite word righ now is "tickle tickle" and loves to tickle your feet. It is so funny. He says "kit" for cat... and dog... and bird...but he raises his finger up to the sky when its a bird lol. He's doing much better with eating it can still be a strugle though. Bread (whether it is plain, toasted, buttered, jam, cheesewiz, peanut butter) is always a standby when he won't eat. Chicken nugets and fries are his favorite! we do try to limit the junk he gets, but i do give him soft baked oatmeal or apple cookies pretty often. He still has 3 bottles a day (2 of soy formula 1 almond milk) and then water inhis sippycup. He doesn't drink enough from his cup and gets dehydrated if i try to take his bottles away. His napp schedule is kinda messed up, sometime he only takes a morning nap but this week i've got him back to an afternoon one too.
AFM- WOW its been a rough couple months, i went to work at a call center and the first 4 weeks was training...at night, so i was exhausted being with Carter all day then in class all night. When we went on the phones it wasn't too bad, i handled it for 3 weekd. But I quit on friday, it was way to stressful. the abuse we have to take is unbelievable. It was making me physically ill. So we did our taxes (in canada they are due by april28) and we're get back a decent refund, enought to cover what i made on mat leave for 6 weeks, so thats it I quit! Things still aren't good with me and hubby, if there was no little boy invovled i'dbe long gone. We havne't had sex in over a year :( and i have no desire for him to touch me. i keep asking him to moce to the spare room and he will for 1 night and thats it. i don't kow what to do, but feel so stcuk, especally if i want to go back to school in the fall