I feel like my body's failed me... I had a rough pregnancy, but until last week had been still on target to deliver my baby naturally. Last week, my midwife informed me that they woukd be inducing me thanks to my gestational diabetes diagnosis at 32 weeks. I had planned on letting my baby boy come on his own because I know its best for him to be in there for the full 40 weeks or more. Initially, I was petrified to be told that I was to be induced, but eventually came around after seeking a second opinion from the main attending physician in the practice. Now, today, I learn instead that I will be scheduled for a cesarean because my hips and pelvis have been unbearable to put weight on when walking (I was born with double hip dysplasia, and though corrected, I have still had problems with them over the years), so my midwife and physician are concerned about the long term affects that a vaginal birth could have on my hips. I'm devastated right now, this is not the experience that I wanted to have! I'm terrified to have a cesarean birth above all else and hate my body right now for not doing what it was designed to do!! :(