Thanks everyone....
I decided to keep the baby.
I also realized due date is the same date my father passed away. Which made me feel soooo sure keeping the baby was the right thing to do. My dad has been gone now going on eight years and I would do anything to have him with me right now....among other things realizing the baby will be born in February is a huge blessing....The new year was soooo sad because both my parents past away during that month different year tho.....my daughter birthday February as well which brought me so much happiness and to possibly have another gift is truly a blessing in disguise. I'm blabbering so I'll go...thanks again everyone
You can do this, and the older kids can help. You will never regret having this baby, but you may regret it if you don't. Besides, imagine all of the possibilities of what this baby could do in life!
If you're saying your baby is a dream come true then you would always regret not letting this dream happen. Do what feels right in your heart. Don't worry about the father not being mature...plenty of women got alone. Plus you have older kids to help with things, look after you a bit and do some babysitting. Sending positive vibes your way x
All children are blessing your pregnant for a reason. This will probably bring you the joy you need at this time. Congrats!!!