Hi there. well, I can understand being disappointed in their not making it when you were looking forward to it.
However, I'm not sure about the boredom and depression. Why is that going on? Why are you bored, for example?
my fiance works graveyards 50-60 hrs a week I'm home alone alone all the time, I don't go out and... a few so called friends kinda dropped me because even before pregnancy I didn't drink or party... I'm only 22 turning 23 and the large majority of people my age just want to go out and get drunk during the weekends, I don't know any mom's to be in my area and even so with me not working my fiance and I are on a strict budget so yeah I have lots of reasons as to why I'm bored all the time and the depression comes and goes with it.... I hate being housebound especially when my fiance is home but there is literally nothing to do
Sounds like cabin fever in a big way. A friend of mine had to stop working (she is a small-animal vet) 4 weeks before delivery, and despite living on a sheep farm with things to do, she actually dug out dusty old jigsaw puzzles and did them, she got so desperate for activity.
Do you like to read? Can you get to the library? Do you like to craft, sew, knit, paint, or even categorize your old cupboards? There are things to do that don't cost a bundle and can be pretty satisfying.
There are lots of little hobby things you can do. Crocheting/knitting takes lots of time, and you can make little outfits for your little one. :) Yarn is pretty inexpensive and there are lots of adorable free patterns on pinterest.
I wish I could I used to draw and paint quite a bit but since I've been diagnosed with epilepsy (on medication now) I find it hard to do little things that require concentration I get twitchy and muscle spasms in my arms... I've been meaning to talk to my neurologist about it because it would be nice to get back into it.. even knitting. ... I've always wanted to start I've seen people make incredible things
You can also join a social group to find and connect with other pregnant or parents with young babies. Or even a book club. Often times you will meet somewhere for a dessert or coffee (easier on the budget). That will get you out of the house and making new friends. Check out meet up.com and see if there is a group on there that interests you.
Even with being twitchy, I do recommend learning to knit. It becomes automatic and actually can ease twitchy muscles. Check out whether there is a knitting hobby group in your area, they are all over. A yarn shop I know has a knitting area and it's always full of people sitting and knitting. :)