This year I have been really good, but in my teenage years I have struggled with various mental illness and at times it has been very serious.
I am going to start trying to get pregnant soon, and as a result, I think I am going to lose one of my closest friends, who doesn't believe I am stable enough.
I have tried to explain that I am so much better now, that I am supported emotionally and finantially, that this is an overpowering instinctive urge, what I feel is right for me, what I believe I have to do, what I believe I will be best at, what has always been my biggest dream of all - ever since I was 13, I have wished I would just wake up pregnant one day.
But she can't get over my past.
I am deeply upset, that I have to give up my friend, in order to have my baby. Has anyone else experienced similar judgement, or loss of friends? Because people don't think you can deal with it?