Sorry this is not a question just need some encouragment... For ones that have seen my other post, I am 5 weeks going on 6 weeks pregnant by a man that doesnt love or want me here.I already have a son 1 yr old by him (my husband) and im ready to get a devorce. It could be the pregnancy that got me so emotional but I have been taking care of my son on my own since hes been born.
My life stinks, Its like I was born with the wrong social security number, all my life I tried to be someone, get good grades in school, tried to please my mother. Everytime I try something or someone makes my life even harder. my father was a drug dealer and gay, he had me scare his clients off by holding his guns against there head, i been raped 2 times, My mother and dad made to much money for me to get more higher education in school and never suggested any help if I got a loan. I payed for everything in high school even saved up enough to get me a car to get to school. I never get any help, My mother kicked me out the house cause at 19 i finally got a boyfriend and she didnt like that. I ended up getting married at 24 and had my first child at 26yrs old my husband cheated on me, made me feel like **** so we seperated many time through out or marriage, the marriage got abusive. He finally said he wanted his family back then when i came back he had sex with me squirting all over me like a hoe and leaving.
I didnt know he was having finance problems till i filed the taxes and the irs took everything from me cause He owed them. He finally got mad and wanted us out of the house when i found out i was pregnant again.
I just dnt know what to do, I dnt have any money, I have a yr old son that running out of clothes, and pregnant and physically tired and my husband kicking me and my son on the street. I am so emotional I cant stop crying....
Sorry for the long rant but Im in need... AND THIS DOESNT EVEN SUM UP THE REST OF MY LIFE.