SOoo Depressed, I need help!!

[Shybug]

Sorry this is not a question just need some encouragment... For ones that have seen my other post, I am 5 weeks going on 6 weeks pregnant by a man that doesnt love or want me here.I already have a son 1 yr old by him (my husband) and im ready to get a devorce. It could be the pregnancy that got me so emotional but I have been taking care of my son on my own since hes been born.

My life stinks, Its like I was born with the wrong social security number, all my life I tried to be someone, get good grades in school, tried to please my mother. Everytime I try something or someone makes my life even harder. my father was a drug dealer and gay, he had me scare his clients off by holding his guns against there head, i been raped 2 times, My mother and dad made to much money for me to get more higher education in school and never suggested any help if I got a loan. I payed for everything in high school even saved up enough to get me a car to get to school. I never get any help, My mother kicked me out the house cause at 19 i finally got a boyfriend and she didnt like that.  I ended up getting married at 24 and had my first child at 26yrs old my husband cheated on me, made me feel like **** so we seperated many time through out or marriage, the marriage got abusive. He finally said he wanted his family back then when i came back he had sex with me squirting all over me like a hoe and leaving.

I didnt know he was having finance problems till i filed the taxes and the irs took everything from me cause He owed them. He finally got mad and wanted us out of the house when i found out i was pregnant again.

I just dnt know what to do, I dnt have any money, I have a yr old son that running out of clothes, and pregnant and physically tired and my husband kicking me and my son on the street. I am so emotional I cant stop crying....

Sorry for the long rant but Im in need... AND THIS DOESNT EVEN SUM UP THE REST OF MY LIFE.

[jenjenN86]

Have you looked into domestic violence shelters? They can help you make a plan, get you back on your feet and even give you a place to stay. Good luck and stay strong!

[Shybug]

Thank you both a much I found comfort knowing that someone cared..

[colorado_g]

I would start looking for some support groups in your area, and they will probably know were you can look for some financial and clothing help .
Stay strong don't let some jerk destroy your and your kids life:)
I am here if you need to talk , you can always PM me

[Fredehill]

I wish I knew what to do to help take your pain and stress away. You have gone through so much, but it seems like you're a very strong woman because of everything you've gone through. I can feel the love you have for your son, and although your current pregnancy is still so early, I feel that you will love this one just as much.

As to your husband, he sounds like a stress you don't need or deserve to be stuck with. He is not going to help you at all with your son and future child, and is even adding more stress to you. Kick him out of your life and wash your hands of him. You deserve someone who will appreciate you and love you and your children.

As to your financial situation, I'm not too sureabout how to help with that. Maybe go on welfare. I know it seems like such a low point to hit, but I don't feel you'll be getting financial support from anyone. I will let you know if I come up with more ideas. For now, focus on your children and how they are such a blessing to you. Keep your chin up. You WILL make it.