feels crappy hates family

[twinsohlord]

one of my cousins friends tried to fight me while I'm pregnant n is spreading rumors about me like idk who my bd is n saying i have gential herpes virus which i know isnat true then my cousin takes up for her n still hangs with her my GMA won't help me when I'm sick my mom smokes around me knowin its making me sick people are saying I shouldn't have a baby saying ill be unfit an all this extra when I been raising kids all my life my mom was on drugs raised my self from pre k till now GMA was a drunk who really has no room to talk when I've took care of all my cousins as a kid raising kids I'm extremely hurt by my family I've made it to 24 next month this is my first kid mind you all my younger cousins have kids and are as I see unfit I'm confused on how they treat me like I'm used goods when I've done so much for them they hate my be cause he has two kids n hates his bm like why is that their business life is crazy I have no friends either so idk about even having a baby shower they call me a secondary babymama.... Wait my bds bm actually cares more about my pregnancy then my own family that's the killer

[twinsohlord]

I'm not speaking to anyone I just feel alon cause I really don't like his bm cause of course at first she hated me n would not let him see his kid n had his daughter call me a ***** but my bd n his FAM are so cool

[FebuaryBaby]

Then relie on bd bm. She will be there for support. As ur other family.. im sorry chicca!! You have support here and you just gotta let it go or.. well ignore them and dont speak to them. They have a choice to either be there for you with child if ur choice to choose. Or as a mother you can refuse to let them get to you and push them out of ur family sorry to say..