So I cant stop crying, I already feel like a horrible mother...I am 18 weeks pregnant and 4 days, I drank for the first time last Saturday..im so ashamed and disappointed..I really want to tell my doctor but im so scared. All I had was one mix drink and two shots and a beer. Im probably going to get hateful comments..but please know..I am so so ashamed of myself and I keep praying to god for forgiveness..I didnt feel drunk..I didnt really get drunk, so maybe I didnt drink too much? Idk..I need some advice pronto before I lose it...just know I dont intend to drink what so ever again.