I can relate.. I'm 27 my dad is 53 and he pretty much has maybe months to live, for the most part his entire body is riddled with many different types of cancer.. He's hoping he makes it to my due date march 9th.. I really dont know how to feel about it all.. Just thinking about it right now is making me upset, but sometimes it helps a bit to know you're not alone in feeling the way you do.. This might sound silly, but you should talk to your baby you might feel crazy talking to your belly, but just the simple act of talking about whatever it is that's going on in your head helps.. Remember you most definitely have brighter days ahead of you, and being that you're 28 weeks you have some coming up fairly soon..
I try writing I have 4 books full of it friends nn family I pull awry from I have trust issues like crazy it ***** but its also hard
I'm so sorry Hun, I know about how you feel. I just found out my dad has prostate cancer and my baby due dates around the date of my moms death. Plus hormones while we're pregnant are way out of wack which makes us even sadder :( please think before you cut on your self, scars will be there the rest of your life and you don't want your son/daughter asking why you have that when they get older. Do you have any friends /family you can talk to lean on? Have you ever tried writing your feeling? I used to write poems and it help me a lot even though they were not happy ones, it helped let the anger out. Feel free to chat anytime
You're in my prayers! I suffer from depression and have a history of cutting too. I know the feeling.
Thx I still feel sad because I never thought they could have a health problem one second out was perfect then pow everything stops and is in ruins
Crying is a good release and healthy for you. Since you have had a history of cutting and mood disorder I would suggest talking to a counselor about the hard times coming up in your family. I will be praying for you and your family.
Its ok to cry,, my grandfather died a few months ago and i still get sad. The best thing to do is just pray. Think of your baby. I completely understand bring upset but don't cut or anything because it could hurt you and your baby. I'm here if you need someone to talk to:) keep you head up sweety.