im just going through it right now & trying so hard to keep my faith, not tryna sound too religious but Goddd why me! ugh ex boyfriend is a cheater & since i don't want to have anything to do with him i feel like im going to be so alone during my pregnancy, i don't want him at any appointments or anything, i don't want to see him until the baby is born (childish i know) i will never understand guys like why would u even want to see the mother of your child hurt..i feel selfish being my child into a dysfunctional relationship like this, i never wanted this but i guess that's life...right? life ***** right now... not looking for responses, just venting..