We were together for little more than 2 years, we loved eachother like crazy, we had chemistry, we clicked. He was the onlIy person i KNOW that loved me more than anything. The problem was we had long distance relationship and he was sooo jealous, thats why we broke up. Becouse of jealousy we damaged ourselfs. I was broken when we end up but he was broken 100 times more, i knew that. We stopped every contact and we continued. I heard from other people that he is suffering he is in depression, but there was no way of going back, the relationship was just too painfull. After some time i meet a new guy, im still with him, i love him, he loves me but...i know that my ex loved me a lot more than my curent boyfriend, i cant even compare. I dont contact with my ex, i dont see him, we live in different states but even today after 3 years, i still miss him and his love, and im affarid that noone will love me like he did, that noone will give me the amount of love that he did. If he was not so crazy jealous i know we would have been still togehter, but we are not. I still have dreams about him, even in my dreams i feel his love, and miss him and i compare with my current boyfriend , why?