today i noticed something about myself; that i try to move relationships up too fast.
there is this girl in school im sort of interested in. we met last week. i have her in two classes but we havent really talked that match, one of them being today. she seems a little interested in me too but i dont know how much.
well, today i said something that made me realize that i have this problem. it wasn't anything bad and she didnt really notice, but i definatelly did. i thought about it and i also realized that it also happened in my previous (and only) relationship, but i didnt notice at the time because almost every time she went with it.
here is the short version of my background as my psychologist says. as a child, i was unintentionally emotionally neglected by my parents and that empty love tank (as he calls it) continued into my teenage years. that plus almost no friends resulted in severe codependency. i think thats why i want to speed things up in any type of relationship.
now here is where i need help. how can i slow myself down?